Let the motherfucking games begin

We were gonna fight. Like 2 men. Reminded me of my mom and dad. You threaten to put your hands on me? Cool. Let’s go. I’m not afraid of a man. Don’t talk about it. Be about it. I guess I just have a need to show I’m not afraid of a man because I saw how scared my dad made my mom. Well I don’t care. We’d of been fighting until the death.

Slowly but surely things are going back to how they used to be. This summer shall do me well

He’d rather spend his last night here playing this stupid ass video game than spend time with me. And he wonders why I’m always doing “extra.” 

The hardest part will be going back to sleeping by myself. But I did it for 18 years so I got this.

:) today was a great day.

MY SOPHOMORE YEAR:

  • I made my first “B” in college
  • I got my first boyfriend
  • I lost my first boyfriend
  • I got back with my first boyfriend but not really
  • I had sex behind a shed 
  • I lost my sisters
  • I made new friends
  • I held down 4 jobs
  • I got a promotion
  • I got a research offer
  • I brought  A LOT of clothes
  • I fell in love
  • I made a lot of mistakes
  • I cried
  • I ate more cheese
  • I laughed
  • I thought I found the man I was going to marry
  • I learned a lot about myself
  • I threw a surprise birthday party
  • I got my first pair of UGGS
  • I drank a lot
  • I quit smoking weed
  • I acknowledged my addiction
  • I got an iPhone
  • I thought about suicide again
  • I read my Bible
  • I spent a lot of money
  • I prayed
  • I got bronchitis and tonsillitis
  • I went to Florida
  • I learned what Lauryn Hill meant “girllll, you know you better watch out”
  • I saw how going Greek can change people
  • I brought a PS3 game
  • I wore my hair in an afro
  • I rode in a Corvette
  • I had my heart broken
  • I learned a lot of new math
  • I made an A in Chemistry
  • I cried til the point my eyes were swollen for a whole day
  • I laughed until I couldn’t breath
  • I pressed charges against someone
  • I swam
  • I went to the gym
  • I let people down
  • I started taking sleeping pills
  • I had my first valentine

I GREW AS A PERSON.